Sometimes I feel lost in this world, afraid of being all alone..it's just the way everybody lives and how everything goes its way. It's a feeling that could make me cry..just cry. Sometimes there seems to be no sense behind all the things I do or wish. It's worth nothing to have much money or other things.
Sometimes when I walk home from school it overwhelmes me...the way we live, the things we do in our lifes, the senseless words we speak, the pain, the loneliness, how almost everybody is acting selfishly, hurting the people around without even recognizing it...even christians!..
It's so hard..and sometimes I've to stop for some seconds and stare in the distance and come down.
The only thing that's worth anything is love...I wish we would love each other more, I wish we would try to understand each other more. I don't wanna be fixed on myself...
....ahhh....I hate this feeling...