Ein guter Baum bringt gute Früchte..

I often do things that could hurt somebody without recognizing it...maybe just stupid little things, or saying one tiny little bad sentence. Maybe I just think it's OK cause I'm in a bad mood today and the other person will understand it...and so on and so on. I try to apologize myself but in fact I should not only feel sorry but also talk to the other person and SAY sorry. But I'm too proud ..almost every time...just to proud. But I call myself christian and I often talk so much about being it and how to act if you are one...you know...it's so stupid. I should not only talk about being a christian but also just BE a christian. It sounds so easy...
But I know...it's not, I'm still so unperfect and I still think in way Jesus would never have done and I know this. It's important to know that you're not perfect by saying "yes I believe in Jesus" it a long way and it's sometimes hard 'cause people often have to learn things the hard way. But there's always the soft touch of Jesus that will never leave us. I know we often feel so hurt...I do. And it's OK cause Jesus is here with us and he can heal us. That's so important...I don't have to do things on my own and I don't have to keep my heart inside and wounded...I just can give it to Him, He will do...He can heal.
And I know Jesus will always help me on my way, He won't ever leave ..I think I got it. So therefore I will stand up and let Jesus live in me and I'll try to love other people with all of my heart cause Jesus did and I wanna be like He wants me to. It's all about love...acting in love and talking in love. We've so much love cause the love of God is NEVERENDING and EVERLASTING!!...