I'm hungry...

Sometimes I find myself thinking thoughts that I don't really wanna think...I jump to conclusion without asking Jesus first.
Today we had a meeting and when I heard what we'll do..and that somebody(who makes feel bored sometimes) wanted to tell his whole life story...I was like "Oh please God..that can't be what You've for me today?!".
But it was pretty good hearing stuff about awakening and so on. It makes me feel excited when I think about revival and how God wants to change the world. First of all...He wants to change me and my heart that's what I know for sure. And I wanna go my way with Him. And yes...you can call me crazy but I'd really like to go TODAY, with just the money to pay back what I owe my brother. And than I'd like to go to england or Florida or anything like that. Just trying to go on the way God wants me to go...I wanna grow in faith and I want my heart to be healed so that I can grow even more.
I wanna help other people to get a close relationship to Him and to find what He has for them.
So God please...hear my prayer!! I wanna go NOW...just fill me up and send me out!! Please...I'm longing to see You doing great great stuff...
I'm yearning to see Your kingdom come Lord. I wanna thank You for all the things You've already done in my life but I want MORE!!!
So please open up some doors for me here in Germany father...I'm hungry...