hmm nachdem Gestern echt n schrecklicher Arbeitstag war...gings heute echt aufwärts. Und um 21.00 hab ich dann endlich erfahren, ob das mim Urlaub klappt. Und JA...es klappt:)..
Ich glaub Gott hat mir son bissle zeigen wollen wie wichtig es ist Geduld und Vertrauen zu haben. Am Anfang hab ich echt gemerkt wie mich das abgelenkt hat, nich zu wissen ob ich mit aufn LK kann..aber dann hab ichs einfach Gott abgegeben und s war Ok. Und eich is Geduld echt n Fremdwort für mich^^...
Naja, es tut gut zu wissen..das Gott sieht wies einem geht. Und meine Erwartungen an den LK steigen...denn ich hatte en Deal mit Gott..dass wenn er meint es is gut für mich, dann soll er sich auch um den urlaub kümmern und offensichtlich is Gott der Meinung es is gut und wichtig für mich mitzugehn.
Hmm ansonsten merk ich grad wie ich en Stückle besser klar komm mit meiner Familie. Ich hab einfach n bissle mehr Frieden drüber bekommn...ganz sicher noch nich zu 100% ..aber doch auf jeden Fall ein bisschen...und das is ja schon mal en schritt in die richtige Richtung;)
Joa...und ich freu mich auf die Ferien. Ich habs echt nötig ma wieder runter zu kommn...dank meinem Job komm ich dazu ja nun in der Schulzeit wirklich fast nie. Das schlaucht schon ziemlich....aber jetzt hab ich 2Wochn Ferien...muss zwar auch 2mal schaffn aber das is glaub ich Ok wenn man sonst immer schön frei hat;) und vorallem wenn man weiß, dann man bald Urlaub hat:D...
Ansonsten bin ich grad noch ziemlich unsicher wie ich an den 29.3. rangehn soll...einerseits wirds ne schöne zeit sein, weil ich aufm LK bin...aber andererseits glaub ich nich, dass es spurlos an mir vorrübergeht..das genau an dem Tag vor 10 Jahren mein papa gestorben is...es war eben einfach echt ne krasse Situation...naja...aber Gott wirds schon richten;)..Er hat ja eindeutig bewiesen, dass Er's druf hat*froi*..
Psalm 139
1 O LORD, You have searched me and known me.
2 You know my sitting down and my rising up;
You understand my thought afar off.
3 You comprehend my path and my lying down,
And are acquainted with all my ways.
4 For there is not a word on my tongue,
But behold, O LORD, You know it altogether.
5 You have hedged me behind and before,
And laid Your hand upon me.
6 Such knowledge is too wonderful for me;
It is high, I cannot attain it.
7 Where can I go from Your Spirit?
Or where can I flee from Your presence?
8 If I ascend into heaven, You are there;
If I make my bed in hell, behold, You are there.
9 If I take the wings of the morning,
And dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea,
10 Even there Your hand shall lead me,
And Your right hand shall hold me.
11 If I say, “Surely the darkness shall fall[a] on me,”
Even the night shall be light about me;
12 Indeed, the darkness shall not hide from You,
But the night shines as the day;
The darkness and the light are both alike to You.
13 For You formed my inward parts;
You covered me in my mother’s womb.
14 I will praise You, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made;[b]
Marvelous are Your works,
And that my soul knows very well.
15 My frame was not hidden from You,
When I was made in secret,
And skillfully wrought in the lowest parts of the earth.
16 Your eyes saw my substance, being yet unformed.
And in Your book they all were written,
The days fashioned for me,
When as yet there were none of them.
17 How precious also are Your thoughts to me, O God!
How great is the sum of them!
18 If I should count them, they would be more in number than the sand;
When I awake, I am still with You.
19 Oh, that You would slay the wicked, O God!
Depart from me, therefore, you bloodthirsty men.
20 For they speak against You wickedly;
Your enemies take Your name in vain.[c]
21 Do I not hate them, O LORD, who hate You?
And do I not loathe those who rise up against You?
22 I hate them with perfect hatred;
I count them my enemies.
23 Search me, O God, and know my heart;
Try me, and know my anxieties;
24 And see if there is any wicked way in me,
And lead me in the way everlasting.
2 You know my sitting down and my rising up;
You understand my thought afar off.
3 You comprehend my path and my lying down,
And are acquainted with all my ways.
4 For there is not a word on my tongue,
But behold, O LORD, You know it altogether.
5 You have hedged me behind and before,
And laid Your hand upon me.
6 Such knowledge is too wonderful for me;
It is high, I cannot attain it.
7 Where can I go from Your Spirit?
Or where can I flee from Your presence?
8 If I ascend into heaven, You are there;
If I make my bed in hell, behold, You are there.
9 If I take the wings of the morning,
And dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea,
10 Even there Your hand shall lead me,
And Your right hand shall hold me.
11 If I say, “Surely the darkness shall fall[a] on me,”
Even the night shall be light about me;
12 Indeed, the darkness shall not hide from You,
But the night shines as the day;
The darkness and the light are both alike to You.
13 For You formed my inward parts;
You covered me in my mother’s womb.
14 I will praise You, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made;[b]
Marvelous are Your works,
And that my soul knows very well.
15 My frame was not hidden from You,
When I was made in secret,
And skillfully wrought in the lowest parts of the earth.
16 Your eyes saw my substance, being yet unformed.
And in Your book they all were written,
The days fashioned for me,
When as yet there were none of them.
17 How precious also are Your thoughts to me, O God!
How great is the sum of them!
18 If I should count them, they would be more in number than the sand;
When I awake, I am still with You.
19 Oh, that You would slay the wicked, O God!
Depart from me, therefore, you bloodthirsty men.
20 For they speak against You wickedly;
Your enemies take Your name in vain.[c]
21 Do I not hate them, O LORD, who hate You?
And do I not loathe those who rise up against You?
22 I hate them with perfect hatred;
I count them my enemies.
23 Search me, O God, and know my heart;
Try me, and know my anxieties;
24 And see if there is any wicked way in me,
And lead me in the way everlasting.
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