I am loved and I wanna love

Im gonna go...Im gonna do wahtever God wants me to do. And eventhough the world might think im weird...it doesnt matter to me anymore. Cos Ive found Jesus and he changed me...my heart...my life. And its SO good!!
I booked my flight today...and Im looking forward to a great time. Im gonna come back and I know Gods gonna show me some places where he reli wants me to be. And Im looking forward to help the ppl around me to find whatever God has for them.
I am chosen. And I wanna see his kingdom come!
I had an amazing time tonite when we had our prayer meeting. I felt such a peace in my heart...suddenly I knew that NOTHING can keep me away from my Jesus. Nothing...never.
And this is such a great feeling. I feel loved..I reli do.
And I feel like a princess;)
Well...some ppl cant see that im beautiful but thats not my prob. I got a wonderful heart...I finally know that.
Ive gone through some storms in my life and through pain but finally theres beauty for ashes. And I am beautiful...cant u see?;)
I can see it more and more. That doesnt meen that i think Im perfect...but my creator meant me the way I am. He loves me and I wanna love myself. And I know that only when I love myself I can love the world. And that what I wanna do. I wanna love those that arent reli lovely..I wanna love ppl that got noone and no home. And I wanna show them Jesus...as their lover and saviour.
Im so excited bout all this stuff...reli.
Dont know where Im gonna end up but its gonna be good.
I surrendered and gave my whole life in the hands of my heavenly father...now hes the one whos gonna lead the way. Since I did that some time ago...my life reli feels better. I started to see ppl with the eyes of God and Im excited bout how much deeper I can go into seeing them as he sees them.
Oh I love life:)