God

"I told you that you would die in your sins; if you do not believe that I am the one I claim to be, you will indeed die in your sins."(John 8:24)

So what is it Jesus claims to be? The son of God and as we all know...that means God himself. And God claims to be LOVE. He is true, righteous, loving, glorious. Jesus, the son of God, healed some people in the bible. So God can heal people today, for He is always the same. So that means He could heal me and you and your brother or sister. He could heal everyone. But we have to ask him to do it...we have to BELIEVE. Nothing more.
Some people in the bible they just believed that God has the strenght to heal and they got healed. Jesus said something like "your faith has healed you" ..dunno..

Well so this is what God claims to be. Do I believe it? I want to. But I don't really see it...
BUT I don't wanna die in my sins..
what do I have to do?!...So God, please let me trust you, let me believe that you are always good and that you can heal me and the people around me, and that you can make me free.
..I just wanna see you..