All is full of love

You'll be given love

You'll be taken care of
You'll be given love
You have to trust it,

Maybe not from the sources
you have poured yours
maybe not from the directions
you are staring at,

Twist your head around
it's all around you
all is full of love
all around you,

All is full of love
you just aint receiving
all is full of love
your phone is off the hook
all is full of love
your doors are all shut
all is full of love!

All is full of love
All is full of love
All is full of love
All is full of love
All is full of love

..this is that kinda song that wants to journey a lil bit with you. It takes you on a trip. And for me this is just unbelieveable real. It's like God himself sings this song to me. I couldn't believe my ears when I heard it. He's telling me that His Love is everywhere around me. I just don't take it..my doors are shut. I close my eyes and the doors of my heart and I ignore it. I ignore all His perfect love. I wanna have love from other places, from other persons. i expect them to give me what only God himself can give me. I just have to trust. I'm like a little child ...wounded, crestfallen, sad and feeling lonely and exactly in that bad shape I try to stumble into His open arms. I try to crawl up in his safe lap. I wanna hear His wondererful heartbeat. I wanna hear His voice singing such songs to me. I wanna feel His perfect presence...
I gave my love to some people. To friends, to my family ..and so on. And I got hurt..
But I wanna see God as the perfect father I never had. I wanna see Jesus as my best friend, a friend that won't ever hurt me. Ans I wanna see the Holy Spirit as someone who leads me on my way and who strengthens me. I'll try to put my porcelain heart into the potters hand, into the hands of this almighty and loving God. And I wanna trust Him that He won't ever do any harm to it. I'm fearful..I cannot describe this feeling inside of me. All this choked cries inside of me..all this wounds...all this things I tried do say or do...all the harm I did..al the things I got wrong..all this pain and sorrow. This is still inside of me..but I feel like God's fetching out all the bad stuff I've got in my heart at the moment. And He tries to cram love into my heart...
I dunno what exactly this means but when I listened to this amazing song I just felt like I have to write down what my heart wants to say...
I'm aching to open up the doors of my heart and see all this love around me. HE HIMSELF promised to be with me all the time and He IS love so I'll try to open up everything I have to let His love in...