willing to be on fire?

Once more there's this craving in me this craving for CHANGE and I think I realized today(again) that this change can be a sudden one but sometimes it has to come slow and quietly so that we've got enough time to understand that there has to be a change. I think I that kinda person who's sometimes really burning and on fire for something and sometimes just standing around doing nothing and being depressed. BUT I wanna be on fire uniform and unbroken. Every day of my life. I know people that are on fire..and they were changed by God and I wanna see change in myself. But it'll take some time..
I do have to realize that it is necessary to experience this change. Changed and shaped by an almighty God:)..
I can't do anything but be willing to give my all to this amazing God.