...going crazy...

I find myself asking what God wants me to do again at the moment but I know that He's already given me everything I need. So I will lay it all down before the cross again and go some steps. I'll see what I'll find there.
My heart is going crazy at the mom...well it yearns for more of God. And God gives me more...and more. More of His truth. I can't get enough.
I wanna see more of His miracles and more people get saved and stuff. I really do wanna see His kingdom here on earth. And as I don't know where I will be in a months time I can only trust that He'll open up some doors.
I'd like to go to Ludwigsburg, for I know some people there and I think that I could stay there for a year. It feels alright. And it's not that far away....
ok...what I'd really love to do is iDestiny in manchester...but as I don't have any money.
Dunno God...

Well as you see my thoughts are going crazy right now...
I've found someone who's really precious and beautiful and God told me that this is my way...:)...so I'm gonna trust Him for He's never ever left me alone.
and god you see that I'm still doing so many things wrong but You're calling me and I do wanna leave. So please, please take it into your hands and make the best of it...I trust in you. I've done it wrong and I know that but for sure you won't leave me alone. And you see my heart Lord...it's going crazy....I'm yearning for more of You and I'm yearning for my way with you. Only You know where to go and with whom...
my God never ceases to amaze me..:D