...in the midst of nothing..

I feel like standing in the midst of nothing. Living for the day...or maybe the next...knowing NOTHING. And it's hard for I always knew what I'll do next. And know I feel so lost...
But I really think I'm on the way God planned for me now...maybe not fully yet but it's Ok.
Maybe I'll come to a point when we're in Hockenheim. I really feel like God wants to use the time there in a special way...
folks I'm becoming what I'm created to be!!:) And it's so exciting!
I never thought it would be so hard but it is. Maybe I've got a plan now...maybe I'll go and leave this house and live in Ludwigsburg for a voluntary year of social service.
I hate the fact that I'll not have enough money to go to manchester this year...and it almost makes me cry...but when that is what God wants me to do I'll do it.
Oh God I just hope everything will be alright in some time...PLEASE

In the midst of nothing I still have my God