Had such a great time yesterday evening. There are some people from Toronto(the school of ministry) here in Kirchheim and they organized some kinda little service yesterday. I really really enjoyed the worship time, was so awesome to praise the Lord and I felt that I really did it with my heart. And what this guy said about being a child of God was really encouraging too. Funny guy:)..."God made him who had no sin to be sin for us, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God."(2 Corinthians 5,21) So in fact Jesus makes us perfect and don't have to try to become more wonderful or something...know what I mean? Jesus is perfect and He lives in us and He is God therefore we are in God and we're holy!! WOW:) That's what I call GREAT!!:)
And after the statement or little sermon the boys and girls from Toronto walked around praying for us people, doing ministry...and I was really suprised when this wonderful woman came to me and began to talk me and about me and she said that I'm wonderful and that sometimes I think "why can all this people get those things so easy, why can they just accept how wonderful God is" and so on...and she said that if I get something in my heart it becomes a true base of faith and lasts forever. Maybe I have to work and think a lot to get something in my heart but IF I get it I won't lose it. And I think that's exactly what I think...why can all these people believe and live such a great life and I can't?! ....This women said that oneday I'll stand and look back at my life and think like "wow" is that what I built up, what God built up in my life? It's amazing...!! Maybe it'll be like that...
I think yesterday it was another(or the same) lesson God was teaching me. I'm wonderful AND LOVED! And I don't have to become more. I just have to learn things and to live things. And I want God to change me and my heart more and more:)...Yeah ...YEAH:) What a day...and today some of them will come to my homecell..I'm SO glad:)