keys

"Girl, you can't only play the white keys of your 'keyboard of life'..there are also black ones and you should use them and not hide them"

...so that's what God's telling me right now. I know I'm hiding my "black keys"..just like the "dark side of me"(hehe...what a word..daaark..no but it's serious)..
I always think people could think in another way of me when I'd tell some things of me and my life. So Just hide them.
Fact is people WOULD think in another way, but this way could also be kinda better then the old way. Thta's what I think. But my head and my heart they just don't know where to start and so I sit here and write stupid things in my blog and doesn't change anything..
But how can I make a decision...
oh my...