lifes awesome!!:)

Gods doing some little miracles for me every and every day. Its true!!
I really wanted to join the Domino meeting today...but in fact I shouldve worked til 10.30pm...but I prayed and God moved...
I could leave at 8.30pm and its been so awesome to just meet with the folks and talk about our service!:)

And well..I sent my application to the school of ministry today and I really hope its gonna be alright in the end!
I do need to go there cause its just the next step in becoming what Im created to be. I wann get free and healed and get a new andpure heart.
Theres still so much to throw away and let go of...and everyday you get hurt in this world.
I do need God in my life.

But I also feel like I will really really miss my friends and all the stuff going on here. I will just be gone away for 5months and everything here goes on...
and I will miss somebody else too..and I dont really know how to manage it.
But God knows...I so hope Hes just gonna take my hand and lead me through.

Somehow I really feel relaxed now...no worries about worship or anything..cause God helped me so much. And Hes gonna change me more and more. I believe Hes got a wonderful way for me and someday Im gonna find that special someone that loves me as I love him and itll be ok.
and until I find him Im just gonna trust and be honest. Cause thats what God keeps telling me...to be honest.
Just try out, be open and honest...I will help you out of whatever might come. And if you dont try you will not win...
So Im gonna do that...:)