woooow

I cant say anything when I think about everthing at the moment but..."wooow". This God is just awesome.
I really loved being at the Jesustreff this sunday cause the sermon just hit my heart somehow. I saw how often christians are not loving and tolerant but feeling as if they were better than the others.
And well I just like the athmosphere and stuff...its wonderful to be there from time to time.
I enjoyed drinking somehing with some friends afterwards ...it was fun to talk and stuff.
I am so blessed. And I talked about going to the school of ministry again and I talked about the money and stuff. And I really didnt feel like theres a real way outa it. But you know Gods so much bigger than all of my thoughts.
Yesterday someone came to me telling me that he could give the money to me and I can pay it back. And I couldnt say anything cause I just couldnt realize. I was stunned by how wonderful this God is.
And the whole day God just blessed me concerning money...I didnt have to pay for my food. I got some money for my passport and today someone told me that she wouldve asked her parents to help if I would not have found someone who offered me the money first.
And this is just so unbelieveable...
God is my provider and Im learning to be more faithful at the moment.
Thank you for that wonderful blessing Lord!!!
And well.. I really feel like this is where I should go. Im fearful but I know that this fear comes from the one who always wants to feel you insecure...mister devil you know. But Im not gonna look at any of this fears anymore...I just dont want to.
Yeah...somehow lifes awesome:)
And Ive made my decision. My heart yearns for more...
well I still got some other stuff to do and think about...and its hard. But Im gonna go step by step...and Im gonna be honest. I cant leave germany without clarifying some things first....
lets see...