gonna tell u

I just had some amazing days hanging out with friends having so much fun.
We met with Claudi..we hadnt seen her for 2months and so this was just reli awesome!..
We took funny photos and told each other bout what happened in our lives the last time.
And we ended up praying in her car...praying for us and our probs. This reli made my heart feel better for some time.
I felt like Gods gonna keep me safe whatever Im gonna do.
Well I asked him what to do again..but all I heard was "I already gave u a whole load of signs...why cant u just trust?"
I reli have a problem to trust when it comes to the points in life where u reli can get hurt if u make wrong decisions...
But somehow I just hope that ppl wont hurt me too bad and that Gods gonna fix my heart again.
I just have to be open and honest cause I cant hide it anymore. If he just would look into my eyes he would see for sure..
But it seems like hes blind sometimes.

God was the one who created us and he created our feelings so I believe hes the one who knows the best how to go through this stuff...hes gonna be with all the time. And Im gonna trust.