just do it

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been

Well...the last days I spent a lot of time just listening to my God. I asked him my questions. And well somehow he answered. This is the last thing I found...and I can hear him saying this. He gave me some verses in the bible:

"But at the beginning of creation God 'made them male and female.'For this reason a man will leave his father and mother and be united to his wife,and the two will become one flesh.' So they are no longer two, but one."(Mark 10:6-8)

"For the word of the LORD is right and true;
he is faithful in all he does."(Psalm 33:4)

He told me that he IS love and only through him Im able to love...and that I should not be afraid. I should give it all for love.
I think what he wants to tell me is that I wont ever know if I just stay here doing nothing. Ppl can tell me what they think is the best...and maybe its not the most intelligent thing to write a letter...but I dont know what else I could do right now.
And I know that I could not stand not to know what could have been. Maybe it wont ever be anything..but then that is what I need to know. And this tiny chance that its gonna be anything makes it worth fighting for.
There are so many things unsaid...and every time u leave I could cry just because I didnt have the strenght to tell u.
And well..it could be me just seeing signs EVERYWHERE...but I believe this is the way God speaks to me sometimes. And he said: Just do it!!
And I will...dont exactly know what its gonna look like. But theres no other way for me now...I understood that.
Its always worth fighting for...lets see what other signs are to come;)

Well God I just pray that u bless that thing Im gonna write and that u take it in ur hands. And whatever its gonna be...lead me through. Help me to stand the situation.