I dunno how I should feel at the moment.
I believe that God can change everything and that He can open a door where I just see a wall. But eventhough it is hard.
And I feel so sluggish and empty this week...(or month or whatever)..
I'm really glad that I will go to the Zeltstadt as staff member cause I always had a great time there. And I believe that it's easier there to share some time with God cause you're away from all that other stuff of your life. And I need that..I do. I really need more of God in my life cause He's the one who can save!!
I think there are many nice people and great worship and great teachings and I feel like this is the right way for now. 2 weeks of community and kingdom stuff...awesome!!:)

I just hope the next to days will be gone soon...cause I'll have to work almost 8hours each day which is pretty much I think...and then...I WILL BE OF to ZELTSTADT..sunday morning:) yeah..
Just have to pack my things and take everything I need to have..