...sermon..

Oh my...
it's just one day til I'll preach in service and folks I can say I really don't feel like this is what I was born to do. I have that sermon but I feel like a stupid lil child. I really do. I'm still so full of sin and still so unperfect...why should God use me? Why should He speak through me?
I really felt like it would be Ok but that was a month ago or something like that. But now it's just ONE day. And well...that's not much.
But I know that every great man or woman must have spoken infront of a crowd for the first time. So this will be my first time...(and maybe the last^^)
I just wanna believe that God can use me, and that everything will be alright in the end.

I really felt Jesus work in my life over the last few weeks. He's helped me outa some things that I've done wrong. He's sshown me ways were I just saw nothing. I know that's just the beginning of trust but I come to feel like trust means both challenge and fun:)
My Lord loves to make me feel happy!!:)
I pray that he takes everything in His hands and that He will use that sermon in any kinda way...maybe it's just for me to lose my fear of men. But then it's worth it!