Tell me who I am

It was a day full of "what is way"...I wrote to some places concerning the conditions of training. And all that I can do is TRUST...und pray that the Lord, my father, will do it His way. And His way is the always good one.
I don't really know who I am right now...I learned a lota stuff over the last few years and I'm on my way now. It kinda feels right...
dunno but for the first time in my life I feel like it might be alright! I'm becoming what I'm created to be!!!:)
I just feel like the next year will be an intensive year, full of the fathers heart...full of trust and love and stuff like that. Jesus gave me a picture and He told me that there will be LOVE...and His love fights fear.
I'm really excited about this journey. It's not secure..and it's hard to leave all security behind. i cannot go down in my little black hole again cause I've tasted the light!
I just have to write down my thoughts cause they're like burning in my soul and I need to talk about it over and over again...
There's SO much that's new. I hope I will be FREE...

free to run..and free to live for YOU