Now it's only just 10 hours til I'm off to the Zeltstadt and I'm really glad about that. I NEED to go away now...can't stand another day here. I'm weak...but I'm full of that yearning for God.
I wanna see His face and beauty and I wanna see His throne.
I need more of Him in my life...I need Him as my solid foundation cause everything else will fade away some day. I wanna learn to love Him like He loves me and I need to experience what it means to be a child of God. I want Him to take everything!
Oh I'm really really excited about all that stuff...:D
What will I see? How will it be? Whom will I meet? What will I learn? How will it be like as staff member? How will it be to go to work next week?(please please Jesus...take it into your hands!! I feel like this is just awful...but YOU can turn it into something good...dunno how...but YOU can..)
I don't know anything...but I love the Lord Jesus Christ...and He loves me, this is everything I need to know!

Take me past the outer courts
Into the Holy Place
Past the brazen altar
Lord I want to see your face
Pass me by the crowds of people
And the Priests who sing your praise
I hunger and thirst for your righteousness
But it's only found in one place

Take me into the holy of holies
Take me in by the blood of the lamb
Take me into the holy of holies
Take the coal, touch my lips, here I am