Future

So one more time Jesus just took everything in His hands. My marks are not too bad!!:) So I'm gonna apply for that schooling and maybe it'll work out the way I wish...
And I realized that I really need to share more of my thoughts and stuff with my heavenly father. I tried to do it on my own too many times and failed. I can't just take 3days off as some people would do. Cause I have a job and appointments that must be kept. But I decided to take the time at work today to chat with my father in heaven:) It takes me 15 min to work and 15 min back and as I only have to place in shelves and stuff I won't need much space of my mind for that stupid work anyways...;)
So that's much time to talk about some important stuff...and it's much more fun to do the work WITH my heavenly father than without Him.

I have many things to do and think through right now. It's all about my future and how it'll be and whom I will be with...where I will stay and all that things. It's hard to make decisions...
I've always been at school and yeah I know there will be a school too but it's something different.
I really feel lost sometimes...the only stupid person on earth that can't do anything the way it should be done..
Today I noticed that the only securities left is to have a so called "home" and a part-time job. That is not really amazing.
But as God has always done things alright when I've just given them to Him...He won't let me down this time. I'm sure.