some thoughts again

Someday I'll stare at pictures reminding me of this summer 2008 and just try to imagine how it felt to be 18 and full of questions. Knowing nothing but that Jesus is my firm foundation
This life's just so weird..isn't it?
I'm looking forward to all that stuff Jesus has for me..future's gonna start in the next second.
Today I have to work til 9.30pm and don't really like that feeling but somehow it's just OK cause Jesus is with me and I think He's trying to show me that He LOVES all those people in that stupid supermarket. Unbelievable but true...
God uses my workplace at the mom to teach me some important things. I learned a lot about trust in that place...trusting in God wherever you are. And from the beginning I just learned to be friendly to all sorts of people and I'm still learning. But today it's my prayer that God really just shows me what He thinks about those people...think it's gonna be hard the day I really see people with the eyes of my father but I'm yearning for that day....
Please Lord just give me Your heart for the world...please...