repent...

"Now the dwelling of God is with men, and he will live with them. They will be his people, and God himself will be with them and be their God. 4He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away."(revelation 21:3-4)

Im so looking forward to that day. I dont know what Ill do when I see Him, when I really see Him but I think I will just lay flat before Him unable to do anything. I wont be able to tell Him anything for He already knows everything. He knows my sin and the deepest cries of my heart that noone ever heard. But He knows it...He knows it all.
But I believe that God wants His kingdom to be hear on earth more and more...it wont ever be perfect until He comes for sure...but we can try to give Him space. And He wants to wipe away our tears and sorrow. He wants us to just rest in his LOVE. Cause He knows that His loves casts out fear and sorrow. And I dont wanna fix on my fears but on God and God alone.
God is here with me right now...thats not the future and nothing you only can wait for but something you can live in right now. I want that to become my reality. I wanna REPENT...I want to come back to what God thinks about the world and you know...He is almighty. For Him nothing is impossible.
He could do anything! But Hes not only almighty but also full of wisdom...or wait He IS wisdom. So He wont do just anything but the best thing.
This is exciting...:)